Poems ;( ((by me))

My collection of poems.
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They forced me to do it.
I have to do it.
They'll kill me if I.... betray them.
though they're betrayin me
with lies that seem to tell the truth
though I just keep on goin followin their orders.
because im a coward.
i trust whoever who tells me anything
i must stop, must stop, must stop
but how do i stop? oh, how do i stop?
"it's worth the risk,"my momma told me,
but i don't have to chance.
3/4 that they'll find and kill me,
1/4 is my chance
i'll go ahead and kill my shadow
livin' my own life.
nobody can keep and own me
for i can earn my strife
for i'm right, for im free
for i live, i have a life too, cancha see dat?
though i live, but they dont
know my plan through the wonts to escape,
oh escape,